In attendance: Astrid, (plus Astrid's oldest and youngest daughters),
Jackie, Jeff, Nelson, and Santiago
Nelson thanked the spirit world for their assistance during tax season. He
also asked for their understanding in the situations that arose when spirits in
Chicago wanted to be heard, but work prevented Nelson from accommodating their
needs.
Nelson and Astrid read a few paragraphs from a Spanish magazine ("Nextos"
from American Airlines). The article concentrated on our ability to cure
ourselves from some issues. When we are at peace with ourselves (through
prayers, smiling, nature or a general positive outlook) we sleep better, reduce
our stress level, and improve our life. We need to express gratitude for what
we have, and learn to forgive others. Overwhelmed? Recognize the wonders that
we have in our own life. We need to show love to be loved.
Spirit 1 (via Nelson): Nelson referenced the Bible's
parable of the lost sheep ("Which of you men, if you had one hundred sheep, and
lost one of them, wouldn't leave the ninety-nine in the wilderness, and go after
the one that was lost, until he found it?"). A spirit told Nelson that we had a
lost sheep at our table, and the group understood that it was Gloria. Astrid
sensed her presence at the table. Nelson saw her situation as being inside a
bubble. This was not a typically clear bubble, as her bubble was dark and
filled with smoky fumes. Gloria has knowingly put herself into this bubble. One
of her Indian guides stated that he "is not there anymore."
Nelson visualized and heard cockroaches crawling in Gloria's brain. He saw
them as they crawled into one ear and out of the other. Nelson also experienced
a bad taste in his mouth, similar to what he thought Gloria might be
experiencing. Nelson sensed her wanting to spit - as if she had chewing
tobacco in her mouth - to rid herself of the unpleasant taste. Astrid heard a
spirit saying "Ego", as the conversation switched to Spanish. Nelson heard a
spirit (or possibly Gloria wondering), "If I die, will all of this go
away?" The spirit moved into Nelson, and Astrid asked him, "Who are you?". "I
am one of many", the spirit replied, repeating "Acá! Acá!" (Here!) several
times. Astrid asked what intentions the spirit had, but the spirit was
distracted when he saw something he did not like (possibly the good spirits who
brought him) in the background. "Todo Cerrado", the spirit said in Spanish
several times. "Everything is closed. House is closed, windows are closed.
The mind is closed. Todo Cerrado." Astrid questioned the reason for the spirit
entering the closed house. "We think we know everything," the spirit responded,
"and because I know everything , I don't need anything or anyone." The
conversation continued in Spanish until the spirit agreed to depart with a large
group of other spirits. He cautioned that, "only 44 spirits are left over there
now." As he departed, Astrid realized that it was her father who was removing
him. "He was very bad energy," Astrid commented, while Jackie added, "And a lot
of it".
There was a lengthy discussion as to what our group can do to help. Nelson
saw the situation as a frayed electrical cord, and Astrid saw the spirits
touching Gloria with the cord to shock her until until she jumped. Nelson
cautioned that Gloria should not be touching the electrical cord, as it caused
her pain. Nelson was silent for a while, as he tried to coax a spirit away from
Gloria's residence. The rest of the table discussed various ideas to help
Glora. Astrid suggested contacting her daughter, and Astrid's older
daughter urged the group to use physical hugs and soothing reassurances with any
approach. As Nelson realized that the spirit he was mentally communication with
in Gloria's home would not leave to come sit at our table, he stressed that
whatever was decided, any effort would be much more difficult than we might
think. Jackie saw the situation with Gloria slowing occurring over a two year
span, so the recovery might be equally long. The group decided that Astrid,
Jackie and Nelson would meet with Gloria on Thursday.
Nelson began a new discussion about the different types of suicide
(spiritual, emotional and/or physical). While speaking, Nelson heard a spirit
say that Astrid had another family member doing something similar. This family
member was crying for help, but she was not sure how to relay her message, and
she doubted if she would ever be heard. The table realized that the individual
was Pam, Astrid's middle daughter, who was not present. As the discussion
continued, the older daughter stressed that Pam needed to find her own answers
from within, and Jackie encouraged her to accept what she was given. Nelson
stated several times that he saw Pam as tired. Nelson sensed a very long
tradition (dating back many centuries with a vision of a castle) of Pam's family
ordering others to be hanged or otherwise put to death.
Spirit 2 (via Nelson): Nelson ws surrounded by a group
or some entity that wanted to speak, but they showed themself as hanging black
bats. Like the bats, Nelson saw Pam hanged upside down in her apartment. It
appeared as if Pam had accepted the dark representations of raw emotion, which
has altered her physiological expressions, biological reactions, and mental state.
Nelson could not let the "bats" sit, as they were not fully formed - and they
did not have any method of communicating that we would understand. Jackie felt
that if the bats were removed, Pam's pain might be alleviated. A female spirit
guide arrived and began to wave the bats toward a cyclone of wind. As the bats
approached, they were sucked into the whirling wind and forced upward. "There
is still hope", the female spirit guide told the group, as she faded away.
Jackie sensed Gloria in the corner, behind her usual seat, observing the
session. Astrid encouraged Santiago to tell the group what he was seeing.
Nelson thought that Santiago may not see in the typical way that the other
mediums did, but he might be feel spiritual messages in some other unique way.
Astrid's older daughter reminded the group that although Santiago remained
silent, he was seated at the table and we could speak directly with him, instead
of talking about him as if he was absent.
Spirit 3 (via Jackie): There was a male spirit standing
behind Astrid's youngest daughter and he was somehow related to her work
situation. He was close enough to observe her, but he did not look as if he
wanted to harm her.
Spirit 4 (via Nelson): Nelson asked Jackie if she had
recently seen a doctor and she responded that she had, just two weeks ago.
Nelson saw three small round objects (similar to a cyst or mole) that were
removed, and Jackie confirmed that this was the surgery. Nelson understood that
the situation was resolved and that no other action was necessary, but he also
asked if Jackie's ex-husband was still alive. Jackie was uncertain. Nelson
cautioned that one of removed items was taken in time - but barely - and Jackie
understood. Nelson believed that Jackie's ex-husband had something to do with
the objects that were removed, because he had regrets. Jackie explained that
one of the primary reasons for their divorce was that Jackie did not want
children, while her husband wanted them. Nelson saw Jackie's ex-husband as
sick, but not yet dying. He appeared to be holding a cross as he recounted the
events of his life. Perhaps his rumination was over not having children or
maybe that he should have remained married to Jackie regardless of her opinion
on the childhood issue.
Spirit 4 (via Jackie): Continuing with the hospital
topic, Jackie wanted Astrid's older daughter to know that her recent knee
surgery looked great. Jackie encouraged her to do everything her doctors
advised for her continued recuperation. Santiago brought up Luis (the brother
of the older daughter's husband) who was hospitalized in Puerto Rico, but there
wasn't any spiritual message.
Jackie closed with a prayer.
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