In attendance: Alex, Bernardo, Carmen, Denise, Emiliano, Erika, Esperanza,
Jeff, Juan, Juanita, Maricela, Marisol, Nelson and Sonia
Marisol read the prayer for the sick and the prayer for the soul.
(Note: There are numerous prayers for the sick - including one to be
said by the sick person, a general prayer for the sick, and one for the
medium/healer to use. See them here:
Marisol's shared that her cousin in Puerto Rico has not been feeling well.
Nelson was envisioning her as a short woman with a white complexion, but Marisol
said it was not her cousin. Nelson was describing the mother of the cousin, who
resented the time that her daughter spent at the center in Puerto Rico. Nelson
described the mother and daughter as "oil and vinegar, because they do not mix
well," and he understood that what the daughter does for her mother is never
enough for her. Marisol agreed. There was a very complicated family dynamic at
work, with a son who wasn't a saint getting lots of attention from the mother,
while Marisol's cousin felt neglected und under appreciated by the mother. To
add more fuel to the fire, the husband of the mother died with an ugly past and
many secrets.
Spirits 1 & 2 (via Carmen): The group discussion
caused a spirit to leap into Carmen to speak:
Spirit (pounding on the table): Shut up! Who said you could talk about me? That is my house, it's mine! Mine! You do not need to bother me - I don't bother you!
Spirit (pounding on the table): Shut up! Who said you could talk about me? That is my house, it's mine! Mine! You do not need to bother me - I don't bother you!
Nelson: Now you are here, and you need to be respectful.
Spirit (irritated): I have the power! No one does what I want
them to do, but I am still strong. I want to see that child. There is something
that needs to be put into place, and I am the one to fix it. They have
destroyed it. Mine!
(Nelson and Marisol continued to counsel the spirit in
Spanish)
Spirit: I talk, and they do not listen. It's their fault that I
am going to die.
Marisol: You do not have a body...
Nelson: ...you only have energy. But you think you are alive.
Spirit: My heart will not explode? Everything has been said. I
am done, I cannot take anymore of them. I'm leaving. Someone else can take
over. Who is going to help them now? I'm leaving.
Carmen's spirit guide arrived to cleanse her. Nelson said that we needed
to be careful with spirits like this one. They are so alive in their minds,
they think they are alive again in the material world. This spirit was
definitely male, and he was living through the mother of Marisol's cousin. Not
everyone who dies in a family becomes an elevated spirit guide for those left
behind. In this case, the departed angry husband was the spirit influencing his
wife. Nelson cautioned that we should always ask a spirit who they are, why are
they around us, and what they want before we trust them completely. At the
spirit center in Puerto Rico, the mediums were passing spirits that they assumed
were elevated - but they were not. Nelson recommended that Marisol's cousin
should see a doctor, as she also has a physical ailment that needs
attention.
Nelson spoke briefly to Juanita about her upcoming trip and the spirits.
There were some spirits present who did not want her to work, and they saw this
trip as a way to stop her. Nelson was also studying a group of spirits who were
acting as if they were dancing at a large, lively party. These spirits were
related to someone at our table, and they were using their party as a
distraction. Carmen said she felt these spirits had been at her house. Nelson
agreed, describing the women as wearing hoop skirts and resembling the women
from the Gone With The Wind film. Bernardo was calling on these
spirits, but when the dancing women arrived, he became fearful of them.
Bernardo admitted that he felt a presence in bed between himself and Carmen.
Nelson was shown the spirit of a beautiful, very sexy woman who thought she was
still alive. She was teasing Bernardo, putting her make up on as he watched,
and reapplying it again in a different manner.
Spirit 3 (via Nelson): The spirit had blonde hair, and
Bernardo said that he told Carmen in the car that "the blonde one is coming
today." The spirit had finished with her make up, and she began to dance
hypnotically for Bernardo. She wanted to lure him into a room in the back.
Nelson moved back in his chair, as the soft spoken spirit arrived:
Spirit (moving her arms as if dancing with castanets): I'm the
prettiest one. I dance beautifully, it puts the men into a trance. They only
wake up when I tell them to (noticing Jeff), I will dance for the
American, too. I need to ask, as I am confused, I was somewhere, but now this
place is different. Where am I?
Marisol: look at the body you are speaking through...
Spirit: I was in an elegant house, but this is not that place.
(looking at Bernardo) I was with him - my love! - let's go together.
We have to be together. (looking at Carmen) I do not like that lady,
and the sad part is that we share the same name. But he doesn't call you what
he calls me. (starts sing a romantic song) I sing and I
dance, and all the men stand when I arrive. La, la, la.
Marisol: You have a new place to do, and you will not need the singing or
the castanets.
Spirit: Where will I go?
Marisol: They will take you to a place where you will be loved for who you
are.
Spirit (to Bernardo): Fine. Don't look for me anymore, because I
am going to go. (to Carmen) I have done a lot to you to make
you leave, but you did not. So I will go calmly, because this man (the spirit
guide) is taking me to a party where I will realize who I am. (to
Bernardo) Don't call me...don't call me...don't...
The spirit left quietly, taking three others with her. Nelson said her
scent was a toxic perfume, designed to be a love potion. He advised Bernardo
not to open the door to these female spirits - as it would be increasingly
difficult for them to be removed.
Spirit 4 (via Marisol): Marisol was still looking at the
spirit around Juanita. Nelson had noticed this spirit with her many times,
but the spirit never wanted to sit. Marisol said this spirit stood by Juanita's
bed, and his presence was formal and powerful. He had an aristocratic air, but
when Juanita tried to sleep, he would wake her up. He was an abuser. When it
was hot, he made her cold, and when it was cold, he made her hot. He was
persuaded to sit through Marisol, and he spoke in a royal manner:
Spirit (polite but intense): She is my queen, my queen.
No one needs to say anything to me.
Nelson: She is Juanita, she is not your queen.
Spirit: You are making me angry. (to Juanita) When you
are ready, we can leave. We no longer need to be here. She is my queen,
mine. Speak to me.
(Juanita counseled the spirit in Spanish, explaining that he must
leave without her)
Spirit: Very well, I am removing her last crown. I do not like
being told that I do not have a body. (the spirit guides showed him his
body as proof) So I was lied to. I have been with her since the day she
was born, as alive as she is. I will leave with this man who promises to show
me a new place. I am leaving, goodbye.
The spirit left abruptly. Nelson told Juanita that this spirit wanted to
close off her spiritual thoughts, but now, when she returns from her trip, she
will be able to work.
Spirit 5 (via Nelson): Nelson sensed a spirit who had an
odd question for Sonia:
Spirit: Do you get pleasure from kicking people when they are
down?
Sonia: No.
Spirit: She says no! But she is willing to help those who cannot
be seen, and she doesn't want to help the ones she can see.
Nelson was shown a desert landscape, with sand all around. Sonia was in an
oasis in the middle, with lush green space and water. She looked the same as
she does now, and she was dressed in a long, Arabic style gown. It was
multicolored, with sheer shades of yellow and orange. She was surrounded by
lepers, with their hands reaching out towards Sonia, as if they were begging.
Sonia looked at each one individually, nodding her head no. The conversation
continued:
Nelson: Any time she wanted to help someone, it backfired. This
has happened so many times, and you have been betrayed. Now you are
apprehensive to try again. But you cannot close yourself, as there will be
those who are very thankful.
Sonia: What do I need to do to earn it? I don't
know what to say or how to respond.
Nelson: There is a woman approaching you with a small girl.
You are wearing several bracelets, and you take one off and give it to the
girl. You tell her, "Take that and sell it; get yourself out of poverty. Make
a life for yourself." The girl takes the bracelet and goes. Another child
arrives, and you tell her, "Not for you, you have not earned it." There is an
energy, a light behind you now in this room. That light is telling you that you
are sometimes as lost as those girls. You want to have all the answers to all
those questions that everyone asks you. (Sonia agreed) Call on your guide when
you find yourself there.
Sonia: I have, but no response.
Nelson: He (the guide) has a very good energy, but he is also
lost. He does not know how to establish a connection with you. I will go
there and bring him here...
Sonia: Why has taken so long to connect?
The outstretched hands of the beggars were all the wrong hands - which is
why Sonia never took them. Her spirit guide was preparing to move into
Nelson to give her his hands. Jeff was asked to stand behind Sonia to help
deflect the energy from the guide back into Sonia.
Sonia's Guide: I want to make this connection....(pause).....the
connection has been made.
Sonia (arms reaching out): Thank you for the divine energy, I feel it!
From my head to my fingers.
Sonia's Guide: We are no longer lost.
Sonia: Yes! I thank you for that beautiful energy. Like rays of sunshine,
flowing. I can see the colors! orange, yellow, red.
Jeff: Like the dress.
Sonia: I see myself in that dress - it's a beautiful yellow near the
top,
Sonia's Guide: Now we will be doing the work we agreed to do.
What a beautiful connection. I am grateful and happy. Your work with your
grandson (Xaver) was the beginning of what you will do with others. He was the
start. He couldn't become your your son in this life, so he found another way
to be with you. As your grandson. And one day, he will lead you back to the
son you lost. Don't let go, hold him tightly.
The spirit guide drifted away, and Nelson returned to his seat. The table
spoke briefly about the unique experience.
Nelson wanted Alex to know that his plans for Korea would happen. It was
new endeavor for him, but Alex should not be afraid - as he was not going
alone. Everything will work out they way he hoped, as long as he doesn't forget
where he came from. Alex was reminded to email his mother and sister to keep in
touch. If he needs help, he should ask for it - remembering that our group is
his extended family, and we are willing to offer support in any way that we
can.
Spirits 6 & 7 (via Marisol): Marisol sensed an issue
related to the blood with Carmen's new grandchild. Marisol began to smell the
putrid stench of blood. "She had a baby that she shouldn't have had," Nelson
lamented. The male spirit decided to sit through Marisol:
Spirit (frustrated): I will not give up. I have it and I need to
put it into her body (the baby), so they will take her to the hospital.
(Nelson described the object as a very small white ball) I want her
with me. I will create an infection to put her in the hospital.
Nelson: Why are you so angry with her?
Spirit (irate): I want to finish with her, and you will not let me
do my work! (looked at Carmen) Busybody! She saw it. That devil
took her (the baby) away from me. We were supposed to be together. Twice now,
I was supposed to be born, and it wasn't allowed. So this is for her!
Nelson: Give that venom to him (the spirit guide), not her.
Spirit: No, I am going to save it until the day when I can speak
to her! I am not letting anything go, but I will leave now. I am not
well.
Nelson: You are sick, and like that baby, you need a hospital. A different
hospital from the baby. I know you wanted to come with her, but it wasn't
possible - and you cannot be at the same hospital now.
Spirit: Maybe I will have a new opportunity if I give it (the
venom) to him (the spirit guide)? I didn't want to harm her, I just wanted to
be with her. The contract was for us to come together.
(Nelson and Carmen continued to counsel the spirit until he decided to
go)
Spirit: I will go with this guy, but the contract is not broken.
Forgive me. Goodbye.
The spirit was quickly replaced by Marisol's dancing spirit guide. She
chanted and clapped, thanking Nelson and Carmen for their work - and then she
departed. Nelson closed with a prayer.
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