In attendance: Astrid, Gloria, Jackie, Jeff, Nelson and Santiago
While seated in the living room, the group discussed various television
mediums (past and present) and the effect that these types of shows had on
viewers. Are they an effective way to encourage the audience to seek more
information regarding spiritualism, or do these shows foster additional
confusion in regards to the definition of spirituality that our group has
established? When the discussion shifted to spiritualist centers (in Florida
and Argentina), the group seemed to reach a consensus that many centers start
with pure intentions, but complications always arise whenever
human politics come into play.
At the table, Nelson asked again for prayers and guidance for Sebastian
Vicente Bao, the son of Marta in Argentina. Astrid read a prayer for the sick
in Spanish. During her reading, Nelson saw a spiritual guide attempting to
contain the cancer. This guide cautioned that he could only "hold it for so
long." Gloria saw the testicular cancer spreading like veins branching out, and
she advised that Sebastian needed to sit and talk with someone, and make his
decision about surgeryvsoon. "Grab his hands with yours," Glorai advised the
person who might speak with Sebastian, and Astrid added that, "time is of the
essence, so don't waste it." Nelson saw a spirit who wanted to remove the
hands, but not the hands "holding" the illness in check. This spirit
wanted to remove the hands causing the illness (which may have been the hands of
Sebastian's deceased father). Astrid also sensed other negative
spirits hovering around Sebastian.
Spirit 1 (via Gloria): Gloria saw a "big, black cloud"
over the daughter of Astrid and Santiago. This image was very strong, yet at
the same time, Gloria believed there were spirits who wanted to prevent her mind
from seeing a clear vision of what the daughter was seeing. Nelson believed
that someone at the table had something to say, and he kept getting a message
that it was Jeff who needed to speak.
Astrid read a selection in Spanish (translating it into English as she
read) from a book entitled "3 Enfoques Sobre Reencarnacion" (or "Three
Approaches to the Reincarnation"). The piece she read had a central theme that
stated "immortality is the essence of our existence". Nelson kept insisting
that Jeff had something to say. Astrid sensed some spirits around Nelson who
seemed to be suffering from TB (tuberculosis), and Nelson stressed again that
whatever Jeff had to say, he should be saying it. Nelson asked Jeff why he was
so reluctant and afraid of hurting his mother with what he might say to her,
while Astrid and Gloria sensed the same issue. Jeff replied that after so
many attempts in the past, he was hesitant to express his feelings, as the ingrained issues had developed and strengthened over time, and it now seemed as
if they "cannot be fixed".
Spirit 2 (via Nelson): Nelson sensed a "conflicted
spirit" who was also tired of seeing nothing resolved in regards to Jeff's
mother. This cause of conflict for this spirit was that he wanted to believe
that he was rational and basically good, but at the same time, he regretted his
decisions not to speak up against Jeff's mother when he had the opportunity.
Astrid saw this uncertainty leaving him with a "bad taste in his mouth". Jeff
realized that this spirit was Lee, his mother's deceased third husband. As the
spirit passed into Nelson, he said, "I should have opened my mouth and said so
many things." Lee felt as if he had not made any progress with Jeff's mother,
and now he wanted to protect Jeff. "Protect," the spirit stated again, "as
although you are not my son, is it OK if I call you my son?" Lee described his
paternal instincts towards Jeff as "energy to energy" and expressed his regret
at allowing things to occur when he should have spoken up. He wanted Jeff to
physically hit his mother, but now he realized that this action would have
caused more regrets, and he encouraged Jeff not to regret anything later. Lee
wanted Jeff to help his mother "open her eyes" and stop all the nonsense in her
life.
Lee wondered what became of Nelson, as he was unaware that he was speaking
through his body. Lee needed to hear Jeff's voice earlier as an invitation to
sit at the table. He wanted the table to relay a message to Nelson, saying that
Nelson was always welcoming and very kind to Lee, and he appreciated those
efforts. Lee calmly and politely excused himself from the table, and as he
left, Nelson realized that he and his cousin (Janet, the deceased longtime best
friend of Jeff's mother) would be involved in helping Jeff's mother when it was
time for her transition into the spirit world. Jackie had also envisioned
Janet's name just before Lee sat at the table.
Astrid and Gloria saw a notebook or a document with multiple pages. Jeff's
mother was flipping the pages. Gloria encouraged Jeff and Nelson to visit her
or invite her to visit them as a way to wrap up unresolved issues.
Spirit 3 (via Nelson, Gloria, Astrid): Jackie was sad not
to see Rafael seated beside her at the table. Nelson stressed that he was "not
well mentally," and one of the reasons for this was that he is not "open to
others". Gloria felt that he "does not believe in anything," and Astrid added
that he "doesn't want any help." The mediums believed that Rafael would
not contact Jackie unless he felt he needed help again. "He is not stable,"
Nelson said, and Gloria saw him as "very troubled." Santiago believed that his
condition may worsen now, as Rafael seemed to be living in a fantasy of becoming
a bodybuilder and a fireman. With the possibility of steroids or other
bodybuilding medication in his system, Rafael had a risk of becoming more
aggressive; and he has a higher potential for hanging himself, mimicking his
mother's confused method for coping with her depression. Santiago cautioned
that if he is using some sort of medication, he will not pass his required drug
testing for the fire department. The mediums sensed buzzards (or vultures)
circling over his head, waiting for his demise. Nelson said that the drugs are
also likely to cause Rafael to become more motivated to attack or confront
his father, as Nelson heard Rafael saying, "I can take him on." Gloria reminded
the group of her previous vision of Rafael - where he was standing with a group
of other people, Involved in some sort of deal, possibly involving bodybuilding
drugs or supplements. Gloria cautioned Jackie that she might not be able to
talk to him for a while (and Jackie agreed), while Astrid added that this
situation would probably be better for both of them, as Jackie, "cannot get sick
because of him." Nelson saw Rafael involved in some sort of fight (possibly
hitting a woman) that had the potential to put him in jail. This may be the
only way for the spirit world to wake him up and make him take control of his
life.
Nelson also added that Rafael is getting some attention now, and he
is feeling more attractive and positive about himself. Despite his new
attitude, Nelson sensed very dark spirits around him, and Jackie agreed. Astrid
described his situation as being covered by a brown, dark, dirty hood - like a
burlap sack - and she cautioned Jackie not to become contaminated. With the
smell of the protective sage still lingering in her home, Jackie understood.
She compared Rafael to a cyclone, collecting whatever was available into an
inward spiraling chaos. Gloria believed that Rafael still had some hope, as he
kept Jackie on his mind as a supportive mother figure. The table also discussed
Rafael's sister and the impact she may have on him (as she is on medication, she
is probably not a positive influence) and Nelson recommended that Rafael's niece
may also need to be medicated for a condition he sensed was more mental than
physical.
Spirit 4 (via Nelson): Nelson reminded the table
again that the spirit world was preparing to receive new souls, which may be
related to a potential war. He sensed a spiritual time of transition, with
massive moves from one level to another as a sort of collective expedition. The
table discussed the movement of souls from one planet to another, focusing on
the probability that some souls would not reincarnate back to earth, but they
could reincarnate to a "lower level" planet. Astrid stressed that this
circumstance seemed to be happening already, starting in the 1990's. "War never
brings peace," Jackie said.
Nelson sensed the motion of elevated spirits with saddened hearts,
confused and unable to understand "why we (the inhabitants of earth) have become
what we are." One of the elevated spirits began to speak into Nelson's ear, and
this spirit only appeared as a spark of bright light. When Nelson asked the
spirit if he wanted to sit, the spirit replied, "you could not handle my
energy." This spirit also appeared to be advising the table to become prepared
to handle a wider variety of spiritual issues. As the spirit world was
cleansing and removing spirits who remained stubbornly in place too long without
any progression, this spirit urged our table to do the same, by cleaning and
preparing new pathways for us to understand and experience new challenges from
the spirit world. Gloria saw a similar light (not in a typical spirit form)
speaking to Nelson while standing behind him. The spirit told Nelson
to envision a planet where bad behavior and negative energy was the majority.
"Hold on to all the things you love, as they are the only things you take with
you,'" the spirit said. Astrid read a selection in Spanish from her journal
related to this idea. Jackie advised the group to remember that "We are the
ones who can make a difference," and Gloria added that our table,"needs to keep
growing."
Spirit 5 (via Jackie): Jackie's mother spoke
through her, telling the group that "one good thing is some progress on this
planet" over a past life. One improvement over any past existence would do a
lot to alter the "state of chaos" that existed on earth now. As she reiterated
her "do one good thing" message several times, she
warned that the inhabitants of earth are confused, thinking that we may believe
that we know peace, but the "peace" we have accepted is not the real peace we
have the potential to eventually understand. Our behavior determined if
earth advanced towards becoming a more peaceful planet, as it will only "stand
for so long" without continued support and reaffirmation.
Jackie closed with a
prayer.
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