In attendance: Astrid, Gloria, Gregory, Jackie, Jeff, Nelson and Santiago
Astrid sensed a turmoil brewing, and with help from the others seated at
the table, she realized that this disturbance was related to Nelson's family in
Puerto Rico. Astrid cautioned that some family members might be spending too
much time thinking about themselves and their own situations, when a
concentrated effort on making a space for others in their lives was needed. In
regards to Nelson's mother, Astrid mused, "What is going to happen when she is
gone?" Nelson and Gloria detected the presence of several "Negritas" moving and
working around Nelson's mother (black spiritual women dressed in white
clothing).
Spirit 1 (via Nelson): "Why, why, why?" an irate spirit
from the "Negrita" group asked, speaking through Nelson. This presence was
angry because Nelson's mother was removed from her home to go to the hospital,
and these spirits were planning a funeral for her. The other mediums attempted
to calm the spirit as she told our table that they had planned to take Nelson's
mother with them. The mediums and the spirit who was speaking both described a
man in white in the background (functioning as a protector or an
additional spiritual guide for Nelson to contain the other angry spirits arrived
with the first spirit). The female Negrita started to speak in Spanish,
explaining that she and the others really needed to complete their task. She
referenced a "mojito" cocktail they were preparing, made of black,
crushed powder for Nelson's mother. The powder was a symbol for the
poison these spirits hoped to use against Nelson's mother. "I will pay you if
you can find a doctor who can diagnose what killed her," the spirit said,
angrily challenging the table. The mediums explained to the spirit that it was
not the time for Nelson's mother to transition into the spirit world. Even if
it was, this decision was not a choice for these spirits to make, as these
things are predetermined. Nelson began to feel very hot and uncomfortable, as
he was now surrounded by the displeasure and hostility of the entire spiritual
cluster. After some additional coaxing, the female spirit agreed to depart,
taking 18 other "Negritas" with her.
After Nelson cooled off, the table discussed if Nelson always experienced
everything in the exact same manner as the spirits that he passes. Nelson
stated that he often does this as a validation that, "this is real" and he is
not making things up. Gloria wondered if he should control the spirits to some
extent, telling him, "They come here mad, but the control is yours." Gloria also
sensed a spirit dressed entirely in black clothing that arrived with the
others, but he did not leave with them. The table debated if this spirit was
with Nelson's younger brother (Nestor) and his family who are undergoing their
own trauma, or if he was related to someone else. This discussion led to
another family member (Nelson's sister, Lourdes) who recently had an unexpected
spirit jump into her body in a manner that caused her to feel faint. After
further discussion of the situation, Gloria warned that mediums who often push
their responsibilities to the side need to realize that as life changes, new
problems often arrive when someone does not accept the obligations that we
agreed to on the spiritual side. The table realized that the man dressed in
black was around Lourdes, trying to make her confused and crazy.
Spirit 2 (via Nelson): Both Gloria and Nelson sensed
"something weird" and Nelson asked the group if it was possible that a sister in
the spiritual world might want to harm her sister who is still in the material
world. Nelson sensed a female from the spiritual side who has been dead
for quite a while, and she was not in a very good condition. Astrid realized
that this spirit smelled bad, and she sensed that she wants someone to be in the
same condition as she is now. "Lydia Rodriguez" was the name that Nelson heard,
and he understood that this spirit was his deceased aunt (an older half-sister
of Nelson's mother). She and Nelson coexisted nicely when they were both in the
material world, and Nelson recalled visiting her in New York. Astrid said
that with this woman in the spirit world, Nelson is now seeing a very different
side of her. Nelson is surprised to see her in such a bad shape, as she was
once a strong spiritualist. Gloria sensed a jealously between the two sisters.
Nelson was overcome with emotion, as he realized that this spirit might be
willing to sit.
"Why am I so sick?" the spirit wept, slipping into Nelson. Astrid softly
explained, "You are materialized, so you still feel alive, but you are not."
Astrid continued, telling the spirit that the health problems she was
experiencing now were all in her mind, and little by little she must throw them
aside and move on. "This is not my body?" the spirit asked, telling the table
that she was from Puerto Rico, but raised in New York. She also wondered: "What
is this place? Is this a center of spiritualism?" As the mediums explained
where she was, the spirit sadly said, "They have brought my body for me to look
at it..."
The spirit explained that it was her brother who brought her here today
(along with another sister who had also passed). The table encouraged her to
move on and not to "help" Nelson's mother any more. The spirit made the group
promise to give Nelson a message: "Keep an eye on my daughter," she says. She
said that she loved Nelson very much and she asked the group to give him that
message as well. "That love will now take me away," the spirit said, astonished
at her realization. After sitting at so many spiritualist tables while she was
in the material world, the spirit was delighted with the irony that she was now
appearing as a spirit today at our table. She wanted to share one more thing
before she left, and it was in regards to spiritualism. "Sometimes I didn't
believe," she whispered. She realized that she must go. "The emotions are just
too much," she marveled, as she said goodbye and drifted away.
Spirit 3 (via Jackie and Gloria): Jackie and Gloria both
saw a young girl standing behind Gregory. "I found you, I found you," Jackie
heard the spirit say, while Gloria sensed that the girl might already be in a
material form, and not a spirit. Nelson confirmed it, telling Gregory,"You have
already met her."
Spirit 4 (via Nelson): Nelson saw something looming over
Santiago. "When you cannot change people, leave them alone," Nelson urged.
Nelson knew that Santiago would be the one to get hurt, by not expressing his
feelings directly to his daughter. "If you continue to worry, you will get
sick," Nelson explained, and the conversation changed to Spanish. "She is a
door for negative spirits to enter," Nelson cautioned, and he told Santiago that
ever since he walked into the house today, Nelson has seen an image of him
suffering a heart attack with paramedics all around him. Nelson has also sensed
that Santiago is willing to let the spirit world take him before allowing them
to touch his daughter (and Santiago agreed). "He is too good of a Dad," Astrid
sighed. Nelson received some specific instructions from the spirit world that
involved a rolled up hand towel. Gloria was instructed to stand in front of
Santiago, while Nelson rolled the hand towel up and down Santiago's back -
occasionally tapping him lightly with it. As everyone returned to their seats,
Gloria said, "We can only do so much, the decision to stop is yours." A spirit
passed into Nelson and spoke in Spanish. The spirit told Astrid that he talked
to Santiago every day, as he has many "secrets" to share with him. Although
this spirit confessed that he was tired and sick, he spoke very rapidly. He
described a "senora muy buena" arriving, and the spirit told Santiago that he
will go away with her. The mediums suspected that this entity was Santiago's
mother, as she referred to Santiago as "head strong" and stubborn.
Spirit 5 (via Astrid): Another Spanish speaking spirit
arrived, and she was an aunt of Gloria and Santiago. This spirit was also
worried about Santiago's determination to have his own way, regardless of how
reckless it might prove to be to his own health. She lingered only briefly,
calling Santiago "hard headed" but saying that he never complained and he always
had a smile.
Spirit 6 (via Gloria and Jackie): Gloria envisioned
Gregory's paternal grandfather around him. Jackie also saw Gregory sitting in a
park at age 15 or 16 with a little girl (age 10-12). "I have to go," Gregory
told her, and the young girl began to cry. Both Gloria and Jackie sensed that
this girl may have already reincarnated as the girl they saw around Gregory
earlier. Jackie told him to anticipate being "grabbed by her energy."
Jackie also asked Jeff if the craziness with his mother and sister had
stopped, but Jeff had not spoken to them or heard anything. Gloria heard the
name "Normita" for Nelson (she is his cousin), and Astrid was shown a man around
Normita and the rest of her family who views them as not believing enough in
themselves. Astrid felt that this man was building up energy - like a storm -
and she wondered, "Who could this be?" Nelson thought it might be the deceased
father of Luis, the husband of Nelson's sister. Nelson also understood that he
was the spirit around his sister. Gloria realized that when Nelson's uncle died
(also named Luis), he left "everyone blank" in the family. Gloria described it
as everyone running and nobody caring, while Gregory compared the situation to a
flock of confused wandering sheep that have lost their shepherd. Nelson
believed that his uncle Luis had not yet realized that he had passed, and he
heard him as he was expressing regret, saying, "The biggest mistake was having
the spiritualist center in my house." Gloria understood that it would take more
time for him to realize that things are not the same in the spirit world as in
the material world.
Jackie closed with a prayer.
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