Marisol read Kardec's prayer for obsessive spirits, and that topic became
the theme of our session. (Read more about spirits and obsession here:
http://kardecspirit.blogspot.com/2017/04/obsessor-spirits.html)
Nelson read Question 132 from Kardec's The Spirits Book (Chapter II, Incarnation
of Spirits, Purpose of Incarnation): 132. What is the purpose
of spirit incarnation?
“God imposes incarnation as a tool to reach perfection. For
some it is a means of making amends, while for others it is a mission. Every
spirit must experience the difficulties of physical existence to reach
perfection, therein lies their atonement. Incarnation also requires a spirit to
contribute to the work of creation. To fulfill this purpose, spirits assume
physical bodies in harmony with the material state of each world to accomplish
the missions that have been appointed to them by God. Through these missions
they contribute to the general good while also achieving their own advancement.”
The action of physical beings is necessary to the operation
of the universe, but God has wisely designed this action to serve as a means of
climbing closer to God. Thus, through the law of providence, all things are
connected and everything in nature is united.
Spirit 1 (via Nelson): Nelson reminded our group to,
"Give from what you have, not from what you have left." A spirit was emerging,
and she was related to Milagros grandchild in Florida. He was a 16 year old boy
suffering from night sweats and cold spells, and it was often difficult for him
to breathe. When the spirit guides bring a presence to our table, the free will
of that spirit is still intact. They may have agreed to come to the table,
but it did not mean that they would immediately sit. The spirit guides were
working on their side, and some additional conversation was needed on our
side:
Nelson (to the group, referencing the spirit with Milagro's
grandson): Have you ever known an obsessive mother? One who imposed so
much love on her children that it eventually killed them? Maybe it was a mother
who wanted her human child to be with her in the spirit world so much, and she
knew the only way for that to happen was for him to die. I hear the spirit
(the previous mother of Milagros' grandchild) saying, 'As long as he is
with me...and he will be with me, and nothing else matters.' She does not
realize that her devoted love is causing him harm. He cannot breathe when she
hugs him so tightly. She is not in any sort of reincarnation form, so the only
way for her spirit to be with him is for her to move him into the spirit side.
Nelson was icy cold, as the spirit wanted him to feel what it was like to
be dead. The grandson had stomach issues (vomiting) and he was always tired, as
the spirit was slowly putting him into the same dead state. He was still in the
material world because of his spirit guides, and his own free will and
determination to progress. Milagros had provided a photo of her grandson, and
in the photo, Nelson could see the spirit of his former mother standing right
next to him. The grandson had a darker skin tone, and the spirit mother was
much whiter:
Spirit (calmly): Take that photo away. That is not my child. My
child is blonde, white and handsome. You are trying to fool me. (began to
cry) If that is not my child, where is he? I came here today to take him
with me. Where is he?
Marisol: You are remembering something from the past. He reincarnated.
Look at him, he's not the same.
Spirit: When I hug him, he is still the same. I see myself the
same, like I always was. Classy and beautiful.
Marisol: Look closer. You no longer have a body.
Spirit: I'm an elegant lady! (pause) I don't look the
same now. Why is that woman (the mother that the grandson has now in this
life) telling him that she is his mother? It's me. He is my child!
Marisol: In this life, the one he has now, it is her.
Spirit (listening to the guides): They are showing me. It's
different. I died of something incurable. (Note: The spirit died from
Typhoid, a bacterial infection caused by Salmonella. There is a gradual onset
of high fever, weakness, abdominal pain, constipation, confusion and headaches.
Vomiting occurs, but it is not severe, and some people develop a skin rash
with rose colored spots. The spiritual mother of the grandson seemed to be
trying to give him the disease that she had died from.)
Spirit (with sadness): I didn't mean for him to get sick. Is what
they are telling me true? He wants me to leave him? (conferred silently
with the spirit guides around her) I must leave him? They tell
me if I continue with this craziness, I will never be able to see him again.
(pause) He would be taken somewhere very far away. By losing today, I
could win tomorrow. (to Marisol) You were a mother, you know how hard
it is. How do I cope?
Marisol: Have faith - that you will see him later.
Spirit: I will give him a kiss and go. (to Milagros)
Can you kiss him for me? Tell him I loved him with all my heart, and with
everything I had. Someday, I hope that I will be able to tell him that myself.
It's time for me to leave. Thank you for bringing me here. Hopefully, I will
be able to return.
After Nelson recovered, he advised Milagros to wait three days before
contacting her grandson. His pain would be gone, but he needed to study more,
to understand how it happened.
Spirit 2 (via Sonia): Sonia was being shown that someone
was not supposed to be at our session. There was a group of spirits who did not
want Janet and Jose to attend. A disgruntled spirit sat though Sonia to explain
further:
Spirit: I did not like that prayer (for the obsessor spirits). I
want to keep knocking them down. (to Janet and Jose) Where is the
love? Where is it? If they didn't come here, they would not be together now.
Why did you open that door to them? I feel no love for anyone. It hurts, right
here in my chest.
Nelson: That is all mental, it's in your mind.
Spirit: I want her to get rid of him, and she takes him. And
them. I love going around with them, and you cannot say anything that would
change my mind. I was going to clog her breathing, and boom! She would be out
of air. That's how I went, I suffocated. (slyly) She was almost
there. Ask her how many pills she takes every day (it was about 23 daily). All
for love! (the spirit laughed and tapped on the tabletop) Her husband
took the pills away. I am not listening to anyone, but they are telling me I
have to go. I was treated wrongly, and now I'm the one who has to leave? I
don't want to hear it, but I don't want anymore pain. I wanted to leave this
for her (toxic pills), but they tell me I cannot. The wrong pills were removed
from her mouth that weekend. (to the spirit guides) I'm going, I'm
going! (to Janet) Forgive me, my friend...
Seven spiritual dancers had been removed with the departure of the spirit.
It was a slow recovery for Sonia, as the spirit sat for a long time. Sonia was
given water to cleanse her body from the energy of the spirit, and Sonia said
that she had felt suffocated and her ears hurt while the spirit was present.
Nelson gave Janet and Jose some advice in Spanish.
Spirit 3 (via Nelson): There was another obsessor spirit
emerging, and it was a female connected to Gabe. The female spirit represented
the feelings of Gabe's former girlfriend.
Spirit: You thought it would be easy to break up with her, and it
has not been that way. She knows where you are, and what you have been doing.
Just because you have not seen her, it doesn't mean that she hasn't seen
you. (to the group) He was not expecting to hear that! She was at a
place where he was. She still wants to know what he's doing, if he found
someone. She doesn't want him to find anyone. She wants him to come begging,
running back to her. It's not that she wants him back, she just wants to be the
one to break up with him - to make him suffer.
Jeff: That sounds harsh. Just forget about him - and her.
Spirit: He will really cry when it happens! No one does that to
me! I have news for him, he is going to pay for it. I know where he works,
where he goes, I know everything about him.
Jeff: Make a clean separation from him. You can live your life, and he can
live his.
Spirit: He cannot start over. He thought it would be so easy,
that he would find a new girl the next day. Well, has he found anyone? (to
Jeff) Do me a favor, change seats with him. I want him over here.
Jeff: No, that is not going to happen. You need to move away from him, not
closer.
Spirit: Old people like you, they are always bothering me -
telling me what I should do! I can make him happy. We go with our feelings,
with what feels good. (to Alex) What about him? I could be with
him.
Marisol: Let him go and move on. There might be someone better for you
than the ones here.
Jeff: He's suffered enough. And who wants him anyway, he's a loser!
Spirit: There are a lot of us, and we all sit in a circle and talk
about the same things. We dance around him and get him confused. He is
a loser! We are going to leave him. He thought he was going to find someone
new really fast. He thought it was going to be easy, but as long as I was
there, no one was ever going to show up. We are 15 girls, and we are going.
(to Gabe) Don't blame me anymore if you are alone.
Marisol had another dream about the large male black spirit presence in her
home. She knew he was still around, and it seemed as if her husband could also
sense him, as he was cautioning Marisol to be very careful around the house.
Marisol had episodes where it seemed as if her heart would stop, she was
unbalanced, and she occasionally felt as if she needed to lie down. There were
also bad smells in her house. Marisol said the spirit resembled an actor from
the movie The Green Mile, and Nelson agreed:
Nelson's spirit guide was showing the obsessive spirit to him. He wore a
large crucifix with a red teardrop shaped object dangling from the end. The
spirit was rubbing the red object for protection. The spirit spoke a
French-Creole language, possibly from Haiti. The family of Marisol's husband
spoke the same language. Twelve female madames were around the powerful spirit,
and they were working with empty hen eggs to protect him. (Note: The spirit
referenced the word sambora, but there wasn't a translation or explanation of it
online.) The spirit was also wearing a brown, beaded necklace that had
some significance.
Spirit 4 (via Nelson): Nelson began to shake and sway in
his seat. One of the black spirit madames had decided to speak:
Spirit (pushing the chair away from the table): I am a protector!
You cannot touch him, so stop blathering! I will put a curse on you. You need
to talk to me before him. I pass along the messages, and he only receives my
messages. Aye, carumba.
Marisol: He doesn't need help doing his work.
Spirit: Those works have already begun, and something
will be happening. I'm protected too, I have the same brown necklace.
He gave it to me. We are all professionals, and we are capable of unique
things. We have come from a very long, faraway place. You should become a part
of our group.
Marisol: You work with a different light.
Spirit: It's not white, but we have a white table. I can bring
you many things - jobs, money. Do not criticize my work, as we do it all for
him. We must protect what is ours. People are amazed with our work. Not
everyone is able to reach him, which is why I am talking for him.
Marisol: There isn't a need for the jobs that cause harm.
Spirit (angry): None of you have enough power to take his powers!
I have the eggs from a white hen, and who are you to make me sit and
explain myself? I know I'm a spirit. We arrived here to defend him, but we
knew if we came, we might have to leave - and lose all our powers. We stopped
you from reaching him. You call what you do the purifying of the spirit, and
that is very hard to do; as we have been doing our work for a very long time.
(pause) Our group and yours, they are having a conversation. They
understand each other, even when they cannot understand what he (the powerful
black spirit) says. (pause) That white man (Nelson's spirit
guide, Caballito) he speaks that language!
Carmen: He's educated. And you seem intelligent. We are also smart with
our work.
Spirit: But you don't receive any hundred dollar bills for
it!
Carmen: We are paid in a different way.
Spirit: The two groups are finishing the conversation. They have
reached a compromise. The resolution is that he (the powerful black spirit) has
more to do before he speaks. He is the one who started it, and he is the only
one who can remove it. I would turn white if I tried (cackled with
laughter)! He wil be able to talk, but when he is ready. He works on
you, quietly. I have to go where I don't want to go, away from my white table
job. My happiness was always in the bills, that money we made. I was not doing
my work for any personal satisfaction. We are twelve experienced, highly skilled
mediums, and we are going now.
The spirit rapidly moved her hands along the side of her head, then she
waved both arms in front of herself, and she was gone. Nelson explained that
he was shown the male black spirit removing the brown necklaces from the female
madames as they boarded some form of transportation. Without their necklaces,
the madames no longer belonged to him.
Spirit 5 (via Nelson): Nelson's guide had arrived to
refresh him:
Caballito (to Jeff): The number twelve (the 12 madames) has a
significance. I know you like to research those things.
(Note: Yes I do! The number twelve signifies the faith in
something complex. In the Bible, there were 12 sons of Jacob, 12 tribes of
Israel, 12 apostles, Jerusalem had 12 gates, 12 days of Christmas - in fact,
there are 187 mentions of the number 12 in the Bible.) Caballito had some
other messages:
(for Marisol): If you want to apologize to that lady (the
human coworker who was using the powerful black spirit as a form of revenge on
Marisol), do it. Tell her you are sorry if the things you said caused her
harm. If she is harming you, forgive her. With forgiveness, none of this would
have had the energy to occur. It's difficult. When we are human, our feelings
get hurt, but put into practice what we read here every week. You have one
other person that you need to forgive. He is in Puerto Rico, and his name is
Pedro. Do not allow your heart to hold resentments. You heart was made for
love, not resentments.
Marisol: That's one of the hardest to approach.
Caballito: That resentment has built up too much - for no reason.
That one (the powerful black spirit) will be here next week, and he will speak
directly to you. You will understand his resentment, and why he was doing what
he was doing. He will sit, and he will speak. He will explain in detail, and
you will understand many things. Do not think he came for just one reason, he
has been used by many. He's always ready, and he is becoming more
powerful.
(for the group): He (Nelson) told me, 'I'm feeling good, I don't
need you to sit today,' but here I am. I wanted to ask everyone today to let
the resentments go. Because he always says it, I will use Nelson as an
example. He has resentment for his sister. He has given her a lot, and she
has never said thank you. He wonders how much more he has to give, before it is
appreciated. It's sad, because she could be receiving so much more. His love
for her in this life does not allow him to disregard her, although Jeff wishes
he would sometimes. (Note: Nelson spoke to his sister for an hour and a half
on Monday) Remember that love can conquer anything and everything in your
life. If you want to be happy and healthy, do not let anything else into your
hearts. I am just a humble worker, but I work very hard every day. It's the
only way to obtain my first star. Do you know why I want it? So that I can
build my first house. I am a guest in someone else's house now. With my work
and effort, I can build my own home. It will be a place for this one (Nelson)
to go, and for Jeff, and for all of you, all of the others. I want all of you
to see me one day. It's difficult, my friends. That is why we ask all of you
to be here at 2pm. When we start late, there are spirit friends who cannot
communicate, and I have to take them away quietly, after they hoped to speak.
Would you say that 10,000 was a big number?
Maricela: We recently had a big party at my home...
Caballito: It was a material party. You cleaned everything up
after the material party, but you neglected the spiritual side. if you do not
clean the spiritual, those lost friends will still be there (Nelson
explained later that he was shown the spirits of confused spirit priests
wandering around in the space).
(for Esperanza and Emiliano): Caballito knew that Erika
wanted to take a trip, and he asked both of her parents if it was alright with
them, and they both agreed.
Caballito: In front of all of you, they said it was okay - so
they cannot deny it. We are good friends, she and I. We talk a lot. If your
daughter says she would love to take a trip - when she opens up, say yes. Tell
her that her trip was approved by us, and that we deeply care for her.
(for Denise): How is your heart? (hurting) You and your mother
are not alone. (to the group) She was worried that no one was going
to ask how she and her mother were doing, but now someone has asked.
(for Sonia): I wanted to ask you about meeting upstairs, once a
month. Some friends of this temple are requesting this. A very good friend,
the director of the temple at one time (Charlotte) wonders why you are down
here, when she built such a beautiful space upstairs. (Sonia agreed, and
Caballito left the details up to the group. We will meet upstairs on the last
Sunday of every month, starting in July.)
(for Jeff): You are not thrilled, not happy about one thing (his
upcoming marriage to Nelson). Get happy about it. Love is all that matters,
and you saw that today. That's all you take with you, the good love.
Jeff: Today our theme was obsessive love.
Caballito: Let's call it misguided love. I will take 45 misguided
spirits with me today, a little from everyone who is present. There are 22 of
them from this center, as they did not want us to move upstairs. I wish all of
you peace and happiness.
Before we closed, Caballito encouraged Nelson to speak to
Carmen:
Nelson: Sometimes we put pebbles in our own road, without even noticing it,
or wondering why. Let's start with your family. They have become more material
than spiritual. Every time I come back here, I hope to see your progress, but I
always find you worse than when I left. Put a sleep hold on the material, with
your family. When you do not work, you leave here tired. Do not let your
family dump everything on you and walk away refreshed, as their burdens are too
much for you to handle. (Their conversation continued in private after the
session had ended)
Nelson closed with a prayer.
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