In attendance: Astrid, Gloria, Jackie Jeff, Nelson, Pam and Santiago
Nelson opened the session by asking Jackie how she was feeling (in regards
to the last session and the spirit named Mauricio who promised to move away from
her home). She responded that she was doing much better, and Nelson said her
progress validated our work at the table. It was similar to playing a game or
watching sports - there was a reaction for every action taken.
Gloria felt spirits around Santiago, giving him shots in his arm to put him
asleep, and Nelson confirmed that he felt these spirits were drawing closer to
Santiago. All of the mediums sensed the presence of many spirits in the room -
some wanting to communicate and others just watching the group as we
worked.
Nelson spoke about a spirit he encountered earlier in the day as he was
preparing for the session. This spirit wanted Nelson to ask Jeff if his
mother ever had an abortion. The spirit seemed pleasant enough when Nelson
sensed him earlier, but now...not so much. Nelson said the spirit was asking,
"Why did they bring me here?" Astrid confirmed that the spirit was starting to
show himself.
Spirit 1 (via Astrid): A spirit named Maria passed through
Astrid and spoke in Spanish. This positive, kind spirit wanted to offer
blessings for our group for what we were about to experience. The spirit of
Maria explained that the male spirit Nelson had felt earlier had been circling
the earth, "looking for excuses to do harm." He was brought to our table today
because he was finally ready to speak.
As the spirit of Maria faded from Astrid, Nelson heard noises from many
spirits all trying to communicate at the same time. Nelson asked them,"Who is going to be first?" Astrid told the spirits that not all of them would be able to
be served today, and Gloria added that even if they could not speak, they could
watch and learn from what they observed.
Spirit 2 (via Nelson): The male spirit that Nelson spoke
of earlier passed into his body and began talking about "things that repeat."
He was referring to patterns or habits (like eating at certain times in our
material world), and he wanted our table to know that patterns or repeated
behaviors were also possible in the spiritual world:
Spirit (strong and angry: I caused one accident (the death of
Jeff's younger brother at age 17) and I am very capable of causing another
one!
Astrid; Maybe you just put everyone into position for it to happen.
Spirit: No! He (Jeff) has the life I was entitled to, and I want
him to suffer. I want him (Nelson) to suffer, too.
Jackie: Why do you want them to suffer?
Spirit: I was coming back, (preparing to reincarnate) almost 60
years ago, and I was denied! I was robbed of a life (by Jeff's mother
terminating her pregnancy), but she let him come. (Note: This spirit would have been an older brother for Jeff)
Astrid: You should know better. You cannot cause the type of harm you
wanted (another car accident) because it is against the spiritual laws.
Spirit: But I almost had them! (referring to the
near-miss car accident that Jeff and Nelson experienced a day earlier) Leave me
alone! I hate him.
Gloria: We are hear to help you, tell us what you want to say.
Spirit (for Jeff, about his mother): She doesn't love or want you.
She would have been very happy having all the money to herself. Do you know how
much I have suffered? Do you know how long I have been here?
Gloria: Listen to
the good spirits around you. Nothing belongs to anyone.
Astrid said that the spirit of Jeff's younger brother had brought this
spirit to us, as she saw the younger brother standing next to the spirit at our table.
The spirit started to talk about the car accident he believed he caused, stating, "I could do that again."
Jackie: Causing a similar accident would result in you being in the same
place where you are now, and you would be even more miserable.
Spirit: What are they (the good spirits) doing? They are taking
my power away.
Jackie: All that time spent hating and wanting revenge only
brought you pain. No powers.
Spirit: They are taking all of my bandages away, so I can see myself
clearly for the first time. (very long pause) I see what I really am -
dead.
This sprit was one of many aborted children trapped in a pond of filth and
mud. The mediums could smell the foul odors and sense the desperation of the souls mired in the muddy pond.
Gloria: None of you belong there, take them with you.
Spirit: This was all caused by that same lady.
Gloria: You have to learn and progress now - and be good.
A slow realization came over the spirit and he started to cry. "I have to
ask for forgiveness," he said (referring to Nelson), "He only showed me love,
and not hate." There were more tears as the spirit realized what he had
done. Gloria told him, "You are going to be fine now, and it is good that you
are sorry." The spirit said that he was taking all his brothers with him and he
now loved everyone who listened and offered him help:
Spirit: I no longer envy him (Jeff) for having the life I was was
denied. We are both your brothers (this spirit and the spirit of Jeff's younger
brother), and we both love you. They are taking the bandages and the smell
away. They are telling me that I am not in any condition for the hospital yet,
but we are leaving for another place. There are me and four more. Five
brothers. Five. Five. There are five of us. I'm sorry. But not to that lady. I
cannot forgive her. She feels us around her sometimes and she thinks, 'Hmmm, the wind
sure is strong today.'
It appeared as if this spirit would become angry again when his thoughts
returned to Jeff's mother, and prayers were offered by all of the mediums. It
took quite a while for this spirit to fully pass from Nelson. Astrid said it
was because this spirit was very low to earth, with energy that hits as hard as
a baseball bat. "He wanted to break Nelson's neck," Gloria said. All of the
mediums said they smelled a rotten stench while the spirit sat, with everything
smelling of decomposed human flesh. Astrid reminded the group that this
existence was a form of punishment chosen by this spirit, and Jackie added,
"Misery loves company".
Spirit # 3 (via Gloria, Astrid & Nelson): The mediums
sensed several spirits around Santiago, and he had fallen into a light
sleep. Gloria said the spirits were showing her a mummy and they wanted Santiago
to be asleep permanently. "Santiago is numb," Nelson said, "He was buried alive
with other mummies from his past life, and he knows this, and now he feels these
spirits around him." Both Pam and Astrid urged Santiago to free himself from
his past existence, so he could live his current life. Astrid saw three mummies
standing behind Santiago, forcing him to sleep. Pam explained that her father
lived a prior life (as an Egyptian Pharaoh), thousands of years ago before his
incarnation into his current life.
Gloria started speaking directly to Santiago in Spanish. She explained that
when he was sleeping, Santiago's spirit goes to these Egyptian spirits - which
is why he often felt tired and needed a nap during the day. Santiago often
allowed this to happen (unconsciously in his sleep and consciously when he tried to reason with the spirits through prayer). Nelson said the spirits were
showing Santiago a beautiful past experience, making his past life seem much
better in Santiago's mind, when in reality, it was not. Pam explained that as a
former leader, the spirits still wanted Santiago to be treated with respect.
The spirits demanded a private session for Santiago, and they wondered why
he was being discussed in such a public manner. Astrid said that as
Santiago gets older, he became closer to the spirits involved with this former
life. Gloria said that when Santiago awakes from his sleep in this life, he
often feels the past life spirits around him. Astrid saw Santiago as a mummy in
his previous life, with jackals (Egyptians dressed in costumes) around him to
take care of his every need. Gloria cautioned Santiago that he needed to
progress and forget the past, and Santiago said that he has felt this way ever
since he received a similar message at a session at another center. The mediums
began to believe that in his previous life, Santiago may have been buried alive.
Astrid stressed that Santiago needed to be stronger in resisting these
spirits, and Gloria recommended that when Santiago becomes aware of these
spirits, he should try to get away and stay awake. "His subconscious mind wants
to connect to his past life while he sleeps," Pam said. Nelson added, "His
fantastic world of the previous life is more attractive than his current life,
which at times seems more difficult." Nelson also stated that Santiago was
"afraid of dying," and it gave these spirits more power over him, as they seemed
to be offering an easy transition to his past glory. Pam mentioned how
difficult it was for Santiago when Astrid (his wife) was injured, and
both Gloria and Pam noticed a fearful change in Santiago when Astrid was
recovering. "It was shocking for everyone to see Astrid in that
condition," Gloria said. Nelson understood that at that time, Santiago must have
felt like he was dying - and yet he did not - and that his current situation was
very similar, with feelings that he is being prepped for death when he is
not.
Gloria took a bell from the table and rang it. Speaking to the spirits, she
said, "You have been here a long time, and it is time to go." Astrid added, "If
we don't fight this, it will keep happening," and Nelson explained that we
needed Santiago's help to resolve the issue. Nelson suggested that Santiago
choose a regular bedtime (like 11 PM) to fall asleep, so he would not be awake
so late - slowly becoming more susceptible to these
spirits. Gloria envisioned Santiago in a space like a tomb, with no windows, and
she thought that the spirits might see his bedroom as a windowless tomb late at
night, when everything was closed. Astrid said, "Santiago often lives in the
bedroom as if it were a tomb," and Nelson added that his physical body would
continue to deteriorate from not sleeping well. "You need to let these spirits
know that they are not in control," Nelson urged, and Gloria added "You already
know all of them." Jackie said that this group of spirits wanted to bring
Santiago back with them.
Gloria told Santiago that his good spirit guides were always with him to
take care of him, and that things in this life that made him to worry were not
his fault. Santiago felt guilty, and he and Astrid discussed the issue in
Spanish. Astrid said that they had planned to do more once Santiago retired, and
now that was not happening. Gloria joined the discussion in Spanish, and her
Native American Indian spirit guide wanted Santiago to know that only he had the
ability to take control over his life. He had his free will in this life.
Santiago began to speak in Spanish, and Nelson started to jerk and move in
an uncomfortable manner. Nelson loudly clapped his hands and implored the
spirits to leave. Both Nelson and Santiago stood up, as the other mediums prayed
around them. Nelson appeared to be in great physical pain as he took Santiago's
hands and spoke continuously to him in Spanish. In a strong voice, he asked for
Santiago's name in this life and once he heard it, he shouted, "Proxima!"
(next). Equally exhausted, both of them returned to their seats.
Nelson said that he remembered nothing after touching Santiago's hands, but
the Egyptian spirit was still with him, He might be able to sit in a future
session. Nelson told Santiago that when he feels physically hot with heat, it
was because this spirit was around him. Another spirit arrived to help Nelson
recover, and this spirit said that he was with our table to protect Nelson and
remain with Santiago to give him strength. Other spirits were showing Jackie a
vision of the sky and the pyramids, and Jackie described the sensation as "pure
energy." The spirits told her, "We are the guardians and we will be there."
Nelson realized that a special session for Santiago was not needed, as the next
session will be enough. Nelson also said that the spirits always needed an
appointment to get through the door into our sessions.
The mediums wanted to stress to Santiago that nothing said about him today
should be taken personally. The messages were intended for the spirits who were
around him that were still bound to earth. These spirits were so materialized
that they could only hear and understand human to human conversations - not
spiritually based communication. "Humans are not prepared to hear spirits speak
to each other spirit to spirit," Nelson explained, "because of the higher energy
level." Jackie said "We couldn't handle the energy they would bring," and Nelson
added, "How little we know." Nelson also urged Santiago to call on his spirit
guides. "You are not alone, call on your mom or dad or the good spirit guides to
help you out if you need it." It was important for Santiago to make an effort
to meet these good spirits halfway, to show them that he was making an attempt
to improve.
Spirit # 4 (via Nelson): Nelson felt a female spirit
related to Santiago and Gloria who wanted to offer words of encouragement. "How
sad that I cannot give you a material hug," the spirit said, "because I would
give you one everyday." Gloria and Santiago realized that this spirit was a
departed great aunt and said she was a very loving, sweet person. The spirit
told our table: "Your religions often promote killing instead of love, and that
in the spirit world, where spirits communicate telepathically among themselves,
we only express a message of "true love" to one another. I know I am a spirit,
and it is occasionally my job to guard the door at your sessions. I will tell
you how I died. My pneumonia caused me to stop breathing." It was ironic that a
spirit who died from a lack of breath was able to breathe a breath of fresh
air into our session.
Spirit # 5 (via Jackie): Jackie asked Gloria if she had
encountered the spirit of her male neighbor again. She was shown that his
spirit was still standing outside of Gloria's door. He was asking her to open
the door for him. Gloria said she prayed for him and read to him, and she
stressed that it was time for him to leave the complex. Jackie said that maybe
he wanted to tell Gloria that he was ready to leave and he wanted to say goodbye
to her.
Nelson asked Pam if she learned anything from the session today. "I really
haven't thought about it," she replied. Pam said she wanted to attend to support
and protect her dad. Gloria saw a spirit next to Pam who was laughing. The
spirit said, "She knows everything already." Nelson asked Pam, "Would you
be okay your dad was gone?" Pam said she would not, but added that she has
learned to come to terms with every loss. Nelson cautioned her not to wait too
long to show her love for her dad. "We think that we have lots of time, but no,"
he said, "so do what you want to do." He urged her to kiss him for no reason,
playfully stroke his hair - whatever - because these things helped keep Santiago
motivated to stay in this life.
Astrid saw the table covered with scorpions from the desert. The
mediums believed that it was related to next weeks session, as scorpions were
common in the Egyptian desert. Gloria urged her brother to "enjoy every day" and
"live that moment" as we can never go back and relive a missed opportunity. She
stressed that it is important to show the spirits that Santiago is loved in this
life as much as he was in his prior lives.
The session concluded with two requests. Pam asked the group to pray for a
friend named Nadine. Jackie read a specific prayer for Nadine's situation and
our group prayed along with her. Gloria asked the group to think about
spiritual learning opportunities for her grandson, as he expressed a desire to
learn more. Gloria and Nelson had recently noticed the spirit of a woman with
her hair wrapped around the neck of the grandson, as if this spirit was trying
to keep him all to herself. Nelson advised the grandson to read or view the
movie of Nosso Lar ("Our Home" in English. Written in 1943, the book
tells the story of Andre Luiz, a doctor from Rio de Janeiro. After dying, Andre
does not encounter the heaven or hell depicted in his Catholic upbringing. He
initially endures a period in the umbral, a region where less than perfect souls
face the consequences of their actions while alive. After a while,
Andre encounters his spirit guide, and he is taken to Nosso Lar, a spirit colony
where Andre becomes acquainted with the afterlife and reincarnation.
The book is free to read:
And the movie may be viewed for free (in
Portuguese, with English subtitles):
Jackie closed the session with a prayer.
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